SEARCH FOR AN ENCORE

SEARCH FOR AN ENCORE

 

My heart hits the sky for a wonderful guy 

Want to live in my dream

Let off steam, ride that moonbeam

Watch my love while we watch stars who strive to extreme, 

Love trees feed on earth and water

Feel like lamb to slaughter

New world’s just begun under one sun

Redwood forest, lakes, rivers run

No babe, I no have no fun

Weak knees pervade, 

transcend dreams glide

I’m along for the ride

Economy, parsimony,

Slide into fear of this and that

World where dictators rule

my land and that land make the

world what is has become 

not a race to create except this situation demands 

My life cut in two, can’t figure out where to go or what to do

Pray from far away - pray for ourselves, pray for me, pray for you too, 

Will prayers help or is it an illusion to feed my ego?

Search for hope, only nightmares come

Despots worldwide care only about money, 

honey, listen; root of all evil

Sell they soul to the devil - to the devil they do

And all around us, who paid suffer 

for the devil, they pay, to do us this misery

Everywhere on earth suffer this malady.

Download synergy to keep up my energy

Synapses flicker, slicker than an unsolved nightmare

Behind a hidden door, no splitting hairs

Born to be me, you’re born to be you

None of us born free

So unwell, hurts to be me

Wish you could see how it feels to me

Wish you could be me, feel me the way I feel you

We all desire prosperity, fame, acclaim, money

Mostly to survive and thrive

speak truth in poetry, fascism far and widespread

Money don’t mean joy, sorry to say

Like rivers run to their source

Blood runs cold, not yet, my lord, not time to fold

Times running out, getting old, need others to carry on

Carry on, work for free; try to help humanity

Make our earth the sanctity, earths meant to be

Hallelujah for you, hallelujah for me if only we 

can build something to hope for,

we want to live our dream, just once before we leave

Please, Please, Please

 

I FEEL

Like a light bulb in a dark room, about to burn out,
Burn out in a fizz, or explosive moment puff of smoke,
Like a campfire built at sunset burns out at sunrise
Eastern sunlight rays appear;
Horizon alive with color’s flow
My heart skips a city girl beat
Nature grasps at my heart with special sounds she creates
Heartbreak hotel still a go to
Every day, survive a new threat
Today it’s the pandemic
Next day worldwide protests
Proclaim Black Lives Matter
when we see George Floyd murdered
because he had a fake twenty-dollar bill
culminate four centuries of wrongs
In the 90's shop owners slipped me fake twenties too
So if I were black I'd be dead
MD prescribes Miralax to cure my ills
Miralax made of plastic, don’t care to use
It about $, who can digest plastic
Plastic imagined good for intestines.
Prefer milk of magnesia to cure my ills
Holding all that shit in there really ain’t healthy
I’m surgeon of my own body and I know what suits my body’s needs
I’ve been living longer with my self than anybody else
So I think I know this body better n’most
Zonked out on fresh brewed coffee
Another poem births inside me
Feel another me emerging again
Anxiety spreads like a bloodstain
Who am I, am I who I want to be,
Reveling in who I am as opposed to who
I could be, hold me back or don’t, I won’t go,
I refuse to be who I am
Swallowed in a gumball,
Society beats reverberate in my head
A new manuscript divides me
Like a light bulb in a dark room, about to burn out
My heart skips a city girl beat

Times Brutality & Fatality

Tonight I'm yours for a moment in time

Our entire lives until this moment 

in time a paradigm

Bones cold, 

struggle to survive wintertime,

Search for infinity 

Search for the high line

Winter ends, its spring again

Heart chimes sounds time

 Sounds of time can pass one by 

Airwaves, lives all on prime time

Make the most of tonight 

Tonight I’m yours for a moment

Tonight I’m yours for a second in time

Do what you want to me

You’re mine for a second in time tonight,

You can do what you do to me tonight

I’m yours for a second

I’m your onetime abyss

A lifetime of obsesses

Every which way confesses

I’m here to be your friend

Try to say I’m your enemy 

Because I don’t agree to see the way you do

Say I’m not your friend

I see all you do and say

Semper our reality, set an appointee

To serve your time instead of you

Our lives in filigree

You chase the dragon tree

Entered the lion’s den

Smoke your opium today

Like back in the day 

Convince everyone except me 

That your words are the Holy see,

You don’t fool me

I see right through you

I got the master key to your soul

Live our lives in a paradigm

Tonight I give myself freely

Tonight I’m yours for a moment in time

Is it worth it? You decide

My love for you is deeper than the deepest sea

Softer than the softest breeze

Higher than the tallest tree

Don’t ask me why this prize was yours

Not mine to decide

Not what’s said but dread of unsaid

Written words make me become undone

Much more than spoken do

You don’t need this shit called love any more than I do

Move to the beat, broken souls reject

Healing, sift through broken bones

As though the answer lies in our wishes

We become lies we live

Buried in solitude, create a fortress

Make us prisoners

Of our own demise

Hearts like silver need polish

Troubled and cautious, need to demolish

Striving to forget unpunished deeds

Our souls create a fort for faith

Hide away, survive wounds, lost battles, day after day

Feel like I’m a rash or allergy, out of control

Think before you speak or

Forever hold your peace

Like shame from tarnished childhood

Secluded from the sun

There’s nothing won in fighting

Tell me give up

I’ll stop hoping

My love for you, stronger than a hurricane

More powerful than an angry storm at sea

Baby don’t make me explain

Feelings I have for you

My heart stuck on you like glue

Love like morning dew

ON THE EDGE OF A PRECIPICE

You’re right, a moments’ delayed action

It could happen just like you said,

We could be dead in a split second

To end your life in an accident

Your best friend holds last sacrament

Inadequate to explain what’s evident

Not playing devil’s advocate,

There’s a precedent

Proving your point,

Religious is as religious does

Feel like I’m stuck in a sound wave

or a science fiction film

Even if you do what you’re supposed to
You can still end up dead or alive

Freedom Rings Righteously

Make your own reality

Make it more than fealty

Give you your guarantee

You have my loyality

It’s ok, we’re not royality

Anyone can be an appointee for all it’s value

Be absentee for all its worth

Stand there and set yourself free

We all want to be free too

See the world

How many feel free, are free because we want to be free

How can we be free?

Do we leave society …

Follow the whoremongers, degenerates and warmongers running society

If you set yourself free and I can be me and you can be who you want to be as long as it’s safe

Don’t want to go up against the law, stay within the law, be free inside of me ~

free to be the best me I can be

I want world’s reality to be better than ever

This song is a prayer to make our world better

May the lord above and spirits guide us to heal, be righteous with ourselves and others, order ourselves never to presuppose – truth is different to each of us

I hear if I want to be free I can be but is it reality

Do we each make our reality as advertised

Life makes reality daily

Is reality chance or choice?

Who has the answer? …

Thoughts in my head run rampant with fever.

We’re featured on life’s marquis

Worried I won’t get to see the Ganges

I’m the new queen bee of poetry

Every day create new reality

Live to create

Leave the Dead Sea behind

Live each day a new day to create carefree whims

If you want to live free, live free

Free yourself be yourself we’ll live together free in a new land we create in the valley of our dreams

Will The Real Violetwrites Please Stand Up

For Fat Girls Who Want to Have Fun - I attest to this!

I love putting on wigs.

I love wearing wigs

I love feeling different

like I can choose a new me who I want to be,

a new self when I put on a wig, I feel freer

I don’t know how free I can be

I don’t know if I can ever be me

Because reaching for me

Is only the next reality

Of who I can be where I want to be

Want to be free

More of me shining through the alternative

Psychic reality of desire to be

To make a better me

Emerge from the light

Another new sight

Wigs cant make me a better person

But they make me feel bigger and better

In the moment of a cheating heart

my poetry flows like liquid literally

Each time I wear wigs

I feel I choose a new me I want to be,

a new self, I become because when I put on a wig,

I am freer

I say more because wig or not

I'm a chubby girl having fun wearing a wig

pretending to be someone I'm not

Wearing a wig or not

Wigs let me pretend I am who I want to be

And eventually, I will be me

See, I wrote this on Amazon for a free wig

And it was written by true me,

like with each new wig I choose

I can choose a new me who I want to be,

a new self when I put on a wig, I am freer

I try to be more than I am, bigger than I am

More of me than I am ever to anyone

More me, better bigger,

more confident, prettier, younger,

More precise in being a better me

Who am I

I ask myself every day

Who is the real me

Will the real violetwrites please stand up

Please Please stand up

Are you like me?

I’m the one I claim I’ll never be

I’m the one I try too hard to be

Laughing & crying,

I stand up to try to see who is the real me

I try to be the one I see

the me I own today

is the one I see every day