Showing posts with label Epiphany. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Epiphany. Show all posts

Thursday, September 04, 2014

Moodiness

If only I weren’t lonely
If I could be satisfied
If I didn’t know you
If I believed you wouldn’t have lied
If I could be sure you really tried
If I could take your word
If you didn’t sabotage our love
At every turn
If only I hadn’t been burned
So many times before you
If I only had eyes for you
I know in my heart you were never true
Still can’t seem to stop myself wanting you
Still can’t stop feeling so lonely and blue
Can’t stop wanting to hear the sound of your voice

I gave up on you and me
You left me alone
Felt like a clown for wanting you
For believing your pretenses
For believing you were demure
For our ephemeral dalliance
For our creation,
An Elysian delight
Crushed by epiphany
Crude awakening
To halcyon fantasy
Surreptitious whispers
Feel so down
Feel like a part of you is with me
Feel a need to have you with me
Even if life with you could never be
Dreams survive in my head



Kind of reminds me of If by Rudyard Kipling written in 1943 which is still very valid today.


+Enrico Miguel Thomas

*  Enrico called me "The white female Tupac" which I consider a great compliment!


+Brad Eubanks 


Friday, October 25, 2013

Catch Me If You Can

If one was well enough to do everything one needed to do, to get relief one sought,
then one wouldn’t need the help he needs in the first place, would he?
Life is Catch 22 of the universe
He said, “I don’t understand why you insist on helping him,”
“I want to,” I said, “It’s a feeling I have to do and want to.
What difference does it make to you?”
While we waste time on bullshit
Epiphany strikes suddenly, a new sight, an oversight
The answer to the question that makes evil disappear
Warnings served years ago now come into play with global warming
Ignoring criticism about forefathers back in the day of humanity
Helps me to glimpse the truth that we'll never get away
Now technology makes it impossible to hide away
Know our religion, knows when we pray
Tracked by GPS, our cell phones, credit cards tracked, petition signing
Usage tallied and compiled daily
Threats to control humanity
Trickle down abuse flourishes
I try to spread the good word today
To foster peace in a world of abuse
Hope propagates, knowledge widens the scope,
more of us see the trickle down abuse encompassing earth
Come see, you know whom I mean! They ~ the big they, you know who they are,
They will not give us back this  great glorious land.
They fight for coin and silver.
Slowly we go to slaughter, like pigs, goats and cows,
we kill ourselves in their sham.
Forced to pay more than our share of taxes
It’s only paper you know, no more gold in Fort Knox
and, while the Masonry leads our government
Symbols lurk every place when you see
Small insidious devious concerns surround us, controlled
By society, daily news, TV, our jobs families, and our conscience
Our desires prevent our seeing
Facebook and twitter rule you can’t see
Enough to spin your head, dizzy, can’t comprehend why facebook
warns one not to add a lot of friends, you can only add so many each night
Isn’t adding friends a boon to Facebook?
Every day it becomes more difficult to understand the world I’m living in
They are not going to give our land back
If we don’t fight for our rights,
if we don’t take  back from the usurpers who have stolen our planet,
we can’t inherit the earth by common assent,
agree our land is not sold for gold, this land is god’s gift,
is not ours to give or buy, but to love and care for like we do our children …

This land is your land,
This land is my land
From California to the New York island;
From the red wood forest to the Gulf Stream waters
This land was made for you and Me.