HEART’S CALL POSTPONED

At sunset you enter my mind

At day’s first light there you are

In my mind’s eye

Want to embed your heart in mine

A looking glass of time

Dawn arrives, you are

Like a sparkling star

You light up my life

Like my personal sun

My world rotates around you

Believe I’ve become undone

Awake, seek email and text responses,

Sexual healing renaissance betrayed

Touch myself, pretend your hands touch what I feel

Visualize every inch of your length and girth

Wonder how to make it go inside

Forced to abandon my private taboos

Fantasize, see us nude, side by side

You confide secrets made at high tide

Part of me died, left by the wayside

Fries my brain to maintain your image

Try to avoid each typical scrimmage

Deny your heart wants so long – like a lost song

Searching its key, unable to see eclipse of your star

Baked in my heart’s oven

Bewitched bothered and bewildered

Live in light your pores exude

For the blue coin of our future

Prepared to suture and heal wounds of our past

License to carry art

Wield like dangerous sharp weapon

Misconstruction, solstice ellipse, heavenly scripts

Wonder why I await you in vain

Conception of immaculate virgin reign

Wonder if this is a new lesson
Life infused by total eclipse of my soul