So very hard to face each day when so much sad
Engulfs me, makes me face my bad
My meds provide a space for peace
To feel some glad
Escape from being had
Raised in a bad way, rad I’m alive
Caught between my mom and dad
Born into a world of fate, hate surrounded me
Smoked at 14 laughed my ass off
Mary Jane helped me collect myself off the pavement
Days of wine and roses
Live in dreams – a haze of beauty made more magnificent with medicine
Wish I could do more, but I do all I can do and more
I’m a tad behind because of so much sad I’ve endured
A child badly clad, woe was me, carry the sad inside of me
Hard to let go of all the pain, now mental plus physical anguish
Relish Sativa, she helps vanquish my heartache
Heartbreak, tenderness, fear that runs through me
Dissipates my heartbreak, helps me deal with fatigue
Pain consumes me, seek respite with Mary Jane
Live inside my head my brain seeks wisdom delight
Seek relief from my condition in my flight of heavenly visions
Some call me an addict others call me sane, reliable, trustworthy,
I’m not a label, I’m human imperfect, not excuses
Weatherman said rain should flood today
Drown my sorrows, feel light
Feel together in my head
Wish I had a gravy train
Instead of a childhood disdained full of pain
Feel the Godhead in my head
Watch streams of rain pour down
Through my open windowpane
Smell the scent of rain,
Cannabis washes away my pain
The scent of rain
Drifts through my windowpane
Wash away my pain
